Frustrations.... :(

I am still wondering if some people just want you miserable or they don't realize how much misery they are causing you. They need your services and yet they don't notice how valuable you are. This job is very important for me but at times i feel like giving up and and go home, but when i remember that there is no other place i can find such a job, i just stay put till a miracle happens. Traveling everyday without expecting any pay, waking up early to go to work and yet i fear i might be told to go home and never come back, working extra hours and not expecting anything in return.... all these just hurts a lot. I just pray to God that all works out well for me

~Word is...~

This life really is wierd... things happen and you never undastand why they happen at that particular time. All i know is that God has his reasons and he always has his eyes on us.
I know it hard to understand why we have to get hurt at times. Its even more difficult to understand why people who we love and care about most are the ones who end up hurting us the most. After getting hurt we tend to stay away from relationships as such for a while but we end up falling in the same trap again and get hurt again... and the cycle continues, untill we find our prince/princess meaning we r done kissing frogs. This can take forever for some and some are quite lucky its takes a very short time.
Its also hard to undestand why some things happen at certain times of your life and not others... like loosing a parent, a relative or a friend. these are the hardest of times in life. You ask so many questions to God, get so frustrated, feel so alone, wish that the world could crush you. All I can say, it has happend to every one of us, and God had his reasons as always... so we have no option but to accept what happened and move on with life.

~~Thats whats up~~

just pseaking my mind as always.... peace people.